Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 8:50 PM

i think today is just not my day. i mean i felt so weak and not in the mood. maybe its because i don't have enough sleep. oh well, I'm glad that i made it through the day.

i don't like my math teacher because i don't understand what he is talking or teaching about. i mean he does not really concentrate on the whole class. i was struggling half the time trying to figure out and understand what he is teaching. oky enough about my math teacher i feel irritated talking about him.

had dance practice today. but my sister and i went back early. we were dismissed early to be exact. i told my dance instructor that i don't want to dance for the CNY concert. i want the other dancers to have the opportunity to perform you know. i mean we (dancers) can't be performing on stage. the school stage is already freaking darn small and if all 20 of us will be dancing on stage it will be like very squeezy. just like the previous performance. whatever! so i'm glad my dance instructor is very understanding and so i am dismiss.

as for my sister... because of her knee she would not be dancing for CNY. she was like mad just because she could not perform and i was like "bersyukur tk de pape jadi kt kaki kau, imagine kalau kene operation then you cannot dance or even walk for a few months."i'm scared of losing my sisters, i mean they can be pretty nasty and just annoying at times (most of the times) but i care for them and love them. i don't want anything to happen to them. Its just scary to see them going through the pain, operation or whatever...oky done.

i just hope tmr will be fine. i don't like to be weak. its just so not me.. oh well we will see how... nights folks(: