HIDAYAH(:

2010-09-01T19:32:00.000+08:00

minho is adorable..... omo!!!

2010-08-23T20:15:00.002+08:00

YOG is fun.. I had so much fun! But the food suck! really. I was sick because of the food. Oh well, im feeling better now. Hopefully nothing terrible happens to me. I was so weak and look horrible yesterday. But thanks to serena nona who took care of me, I was fine. She is so sweet. Followed me to the taxi stand and took plastic for me in case I wanted to vomit. awww! gamsamhamnida nona.. hehe

Duty tmr... cant wait to meet my friends and its the 2nd last day to YOG. Im gonna miss all my friends, well most of them. ahhaha. Alright im gonna eat my medicine now. Oh talking about medicine. i had to chew on a pill. I have to take a tablet 3 times a day. I chewed one just now and it suck. It taste horrible. OMG! i swear i rather chew vegetable than chew that medicine. Oh well, i need to take it so that i can get well soon. Goodnight (:

2010-08-07T19:04:00.001+08:00

Just gonna post some videos..

adorable^^

gonna go get ready.. going to bibik's house for a fondue partayyyy! :D

2010-07-31T19:42:00.002+08:00

Im bored! very bored! was supposed to go out today but I don't know why it's cancelled.. ugh.

I wanna watch Street Dance so bad! gonna watch it on friday if I'm free on that day. 3D please! hee~

Understand Test result came out today. got an A for cognitive first time oky, from C to A. From D+ to C+ for Science. Not bad huh? Gonna study hard for UT 3 (:

Had pizza hut for dinner. Dad says that I have become chubbier! OMG! I think so too. Those double chin (where does it come from?!), no more flat stomach! Gonna jog and continue my daily routine from tomorrow onwards. No more eating junk food.

It's almost 8pm Im gonna watch korean drama now.

currently playing Up & Down - SHINee (love this song)

hey baby, oneureun baby Uljeok boilkka, hey baby, eotteolkka baby~

2010-06-04T20:28:00.002+08:00

I'm done updating my iPhone and Syaza's Ipod (:
I'm darn tired. Woke up at 5 in the morning just now. Had breakfast at the airport. Sent Diyana off then we went to Kallang Leisure Park. Chillin at Starbucks (: Mocha frappe yumms(: shopped at Cold Storage ^^
off to Cineleisure to buy my Sperry Shoes(: ilove it very much! Dad bought the same design as me. hehe. Thanks for the shoe dad! Early bday present. Then off to RP to apply for LOA. Then to causewaypoint. Had lunch and walked around. Homed after that.
took a nap. AWESOME! i just love the rain :D

Tmr YOG training at SP. Then meeting alyssa!! OMG i miss her so much.
alright i out (:

2010-06-03T09:30:00.002+08:00

A lone at home again. Sisters going to school and mum to work. Diyana is going to Vietnam on friday. Have to wake up at 5 am and send her off to the airport. Its just not fair why after my batch they start to send students for study trip. I want it badly!! I just hope I get to go on a study trip in RP. But i wanna go with my sec friends. I miss them so much.

K-Pop artists are coming to Singapore. Super Junior, U-Kiss, Wonder Girls and Beast! I wanna go for all of them but i don't think i am going. I will just have to wait for their concert. I mean its even better to go for their concert than showcase right? Sundown Festival is such a letdown. I mean only After School and F.Cuz . I rather save my money than go for that.

I just cleaned the house. Im going to bathe after this and have my breakfast.

I dont know what i should do today. Maybe i will update my phone watch some tv and videos from youtube. jogging in the afternoon? i don't know.

2010-06-02T09:37:00.003+08:00

Morning! alone at home, well not really dad is sleeping. i have yet to clean the house but laundry is done. Woke up to such a nice weather (: I dont feel like going out today. I just wanna stay at home and watch tv ^^

yesterday was fun. watched the last song. yes i know its kinda late but wer busy with school and cca. I find it difficult to spend time with my cousins now as some are taking major exams and they will be packed with after school lessons and some like me end school late and when im school-ing they are having holidays and vice versa. But it is a good thing that wer going on a trip to Sabah on the 12 to 15 june. I will get to spend time with my big big family(:

Imma have to skip school for 2 days. I didnt want to go at first but the dad already bought the ticket last year and he already paid for the rooms and etc so yeah. No harm skipping school for 2 days right? hehe

Im turning EIGHTEEN in 20 days. OMG! I cant believe im turning 18. I think im not ready to turn 18 yet. haha. weird i know. some people are excited to turn 18 but for me turning 18 is like im carrying a huge load on my back. I have to do things on my own no more dad please do this for me, no more slacking, no more being immature. I guess i have to learn to be independent.

alright. I cant stand the mess in my house. I will have to clean the house right now. ttyl (:

2010-05-31T09:14:00.002+08:00

currently i'm sitting on the sofa with my laptop with me and watching M Wave (:

I'm at home with farhana and dad is sleeping. going to JP later with diyana after her MT paper. She gonna shop for shorts.

Yesterday was fun. i had fun with my sisters. I was telling farhana that J.LF have fb. She didn't believe so i showed her his profile and was looking through his photos. ADORABLE. haha. farhana was like omg!! he is so cute. Then read his formspring. The questions people ask him was hilarious. We also watched his visa advertisement which came out in the news and heard him talking. && my sister were like ahhhhh! X X X! NO.... just because of his malay accent. (when he speaks english) LOL! If only cousins were with us...

Horse-na is in Jakarta right now, she will be back on the 2nd of June. Diyana will be going to Vietnam on the 4th and will be coming back on the 9th. Syaza will be going to Cambodia on the 6th an coming back on the 11th. I should have just sign up for the cambodia trip but the thing is that i will be there for 2 weeks and will be back on the 11th and will be going to Sabah the next day. I don't think i can survive after two weeks. I will be damn exhausted and have no time to rest. I have to go to school the next day after i come back from Sabah. Omg!! TIRING MUCH!

I need to clean the house right now. will update later if i have the time (:

2010-05-29T14:35:00.003+08:00

Done editing my blog.. moving back to blogger cus i find it easier to edit my template. hehs.

i will try and update whenever im free (:
im lazy to update about yesterday's outing. i will post the pictures as soon as syaza amirah bte johan upload it at fb (:

2010-05-28T15:29:00.001+08:00

moving back to blooger ...

UPDATE.

2009-11-18T08:42:00.001+08:00

moved to thatsuperhotstuff.onsugar.com

2009-10-31T20:48:00.001+08:00

will officially update at HOT MESS!

2009-10-08T21:21:00.001+08:00

updated at http://thatsuperhotstuff.onsugar.com/

2009-10-03T15:43:00.002+08:00

i dont feel like going out to celebrate hari raya with my friends. its just not the right time. i cant afford to waste one day just to go out. theres no more time to have fun. we can always go out next year. right? im right.. haha. mum's friends are at my house now. diyana and i are watching race to witch mountain while farhana watching hana kimi online.

going jogging in the morning tmr cant wait. haha need to jog cus i feel im losing my stamina. hehs.

alright end here.

2009-09-29T19:30:00.002+08:00

On Sunday my dad's best friend came to visit. his daughters are so adorable especially the youngest baby. her rosy cheeks.. geram seyy. they will be going back to Melbourne soon. i regret sey didnt take pictures. ugh!

i wanna go visit them there soon. that will be fun! hehs.

exams KILLER! omg! shall not talk about it.

tmr is the last paper. woohoo! but gonna study for O. ugh! so tiring!

alright. goodnight(:

2009-09-18T08:03:00.002+08:00

good morning!

didnt go to school today. tired and i have to do housework at home, memorise social studies and practice my math. a lot to do. im going to cut my fringe later. heheh.

dad's gonna take his car later. change key and the locks whatever. cool! haha. so wer going geylang today at night after fetching mum from work and i have to choose for her clothes to wear later. urgh! malas betul! i myself dont know what to wear. hahaha. i think wear jeans better.

oky no more time to post. i need to mop the house, wash the toilets, clean my messymessy room and iron my clothes! && i have to study! argh!

goodbye!

2009-09-14T21:54:00.001+08:00

TO YOU! WHO STOLE MY FATHER'S BAG! I HOPE YOU DIE ! CB! HIS WALLET GONE, CARDS, PICTURES, DOCUMENTS, IC, CAR KEYS, HANDPHONE, HIS REFEREE'S STUFF ALL GONE BECAUSE OF YOU! AND ALSO MY POSB CARD GONE! && OU FUCKER! THAT MONEY YOU STOLE WAS SUPPOSED TO PAY THE FUCKING BILL YOU FUCKER!! KNN! YOU DIE AND GO TO HELL. NOW WE CANNOT USE THE CAR BECAUSE YOU FUCKING STOLE THE CAR KEYS. IF YOU GET CAUGHT I SWEAR I WILL SLAP YOU AND CURSE YOU LIKE HELL. I DONT CARE IF MY FATHER SCOLD ME. CB! NO LIFE UH! GO GET A JOB AND EARN MONEY LA. NABEI! STUPID DO THIS KIND OF THING DURING RAMADHAN!(if your a muslim)

ARGH! IM STILL MAD. I'VE NEVER BEEN THIS ANGRY IN MY LIFE. YOU DONT WANT TO SEE ME RIGHT NOW. IM UGLY WHEN IM ANGRY!

i am very angry right now. ugh! my family and i are supposed to go out and do some last minute shopping for raya THIS FRIDAY. but now no car, card etc.. how to go?! urgh! im so mad!!! aku harap kau mati kene langgar lori, mate kau terkeluar, tangan kau patah, kepale kau pecah! bodoh peh jantan! eat shit and die!

a few more days to raya and my sis bday. wer supposed to be happy and have fun but YOU had to steal my dad's belonging and destroy our happiness.

FUCK YOU BLOODY MORON!

2009-09-09T07:46:00.001+08:00

missing you already jaebum. i still cant get over it:( come back soon. your fans will be waiting for you. 2pm fighting!

2009-09-08T20:35:00.001+08:00

i cannot believe this! i dont want this to happen. Park Jaebum has left 2pm! NO! i cried when i heard this. i meant 2pm is not 2pm when there is one of them missing.
i know he was in the wrong but that happen a few years back, 2005, about 4 years ago. he was a high school student then, we do stupid mistakes cus wer young and dont really understand certain things.
im just really sad that he left. please come back park jaebum! why must people bring up the past?! ugh!

this is what he post:

Hello everyone, I’m 2PM’s Park Jaebum. I would like to apologize for the words I typed on myspace a few years ago. Sorry. I would like to explain my feelings then and apologize for them
I returned to Korea in Jan 05 when I was a high school student. Being born and bred in America, I had hardly any understanding of Korea, and when I first came to Korea, I couldn’t speak the language, couldn’t adapt to the food, and didn’t know and didn’t understand Korean culture

My family was all in America and when I came to Korea it seemed like everyone was being cold to me. I had no idea when I would debut and I was really lonely. It was a really difficult and lonely period for me due to various reasons. I missed home, felt like giving up and wanted to go back to my family in America.
I posted such things because I really hated how I was living then and got really worked up. I was really young then and didn’t express myself well’ ‘I was young, didn’t have enough sense and because it was a difficult period, and I made these mistakes due to the situations I was facing at that point in time.

And as time passed I forgot that I had ever posted such things. Looking back, I’m really sorry and embarrassed for writing such things. I have since adapted to Korea and completely changed my mind set. I’m thankful for all everything I went through so that I could perform on stage. I posted those words 4 years ago and I have completely changed since then.

Our family, Hottest and our 2PM members, I’m really sorry to everyone as well as everyone who loves 2PM.

argh! i hate this feeling. i cant post pictures of jaebum and 2pm here at blogger. i shall post it at HOT MESS!.

2009-09-05T09:59:00.001+08:00

updated at HOT MESS:D

2009-09-03T07:53:00.000+08:00

pictures are up at HOT MESS!(: click the link HOT MESS where all the links are!

2009-09-01T13:58:00.003+08:00

good afternoon(:

its raining and im loving it. hehs. parents are getting ready to go to the hospital to visit datok.

will be going to syazzy's crib late to break fast. was supposed to break fast with cousins at yew tee point/ lot 1 later but then parents will be at the hospital and so they ordering pizza and kfc for us. yeehah! but i have to take care of the little rascals. urgh!

datok get well soon(:

shall go study later..

choi jonghun:D (ft island)

2009-08-31T20:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL TEACHERS OUT THERE:D

today was awesome. haha! had fun with my friends(:
after school went to woodlands to study with aelfira and sister. at around 2 plus mama called told us that datok masuk hospital. we had to go home.:( terperanjat seyy. the last time i saw him was on saturday and he was perfectly fine. oh well i just hope he gets well soon and i dont know what happen to him shall ask mama later.

saturday was awesome too. studied with alyssa. went to her house and we studied chemistry. manage to cover 2 chapters(: at 2 we had lunch at her house. tak boleh puase. haha. and now i can at last(: went to wheelock place to buy ear piece. but dont have the one we wanted. urgh! went to bugis. we were kinda lost finding our way to sim lim. hahahaha. but we manage to find it at last, lol. went out sim lim, happy people as we got what we wanted. alyssa got her specs too. haha.we laughed a lot. i like(: trained home after that. buke at nenek house and helped nenek at the kitchen. cousins came and then comes the jokes and craps. effing fun(:

pictures later can? lazy uh. hahahaha

2009-08-27T19:36:00.000+08:00

OMG! Today is the best and worst day ever! let me tell you what happen after school. i need to go to the toilet badly and so went to put my bag in the library and took my belongings with me. ask aelfira and malisah to accompany me. went to the staff toilet put my wallet and iphone on the table as my sister's friends are there so i trust them to take care of my belongings. i went in the toilet when i went out they were not there and my wallet and iphone was not there also. aelfira and malisah were there of course but they sat at another table. i ask them wheres my phone and wallet. i thought they were playing so i dont care and i ask them again, seriously and they told me they didnt take. OMG! I swear i cried when i couldnt find my wallet and iphone. shaun helped me called alyssa. alyssa, nadiah and huda came down to the canteen saw me crying. helped me go search for my phone. called my phone a few times. at last nadiah called mr lim and ask him whether he found any wallet and phone. AND HE DID! OMG! I WAS SO HAPPY!!!:D haha. thank god man!

thank you veryvery much malisah, balpreet, aelfira, huda, nadiah and alyssa for helping me.
&& sorry to you three you know who you are. i'm not angry at you guys.

so thats it. hahaha.
after that went back to the library and study with aelfira, hafizah and amirah.
chemistry! hehs.
its fun studying with them. jokes and craps:D
and bus-ed together(:

tmr's my oral! OMG! and im the first candidate urgh! good luck to me. shall go practice my oral now. good luck to those having prelims, exams whatever. (:

2009-08-25T17:00:00.000+08:00

hey yo!
firstly,
HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY HARLINA!!:D

hehs
school was alright just that cramps spoil my day. i survived in school without eating, didnt wake up for sahur. i was scared that i will have gastric. but no, went home straight after school. homed, ate, bathe and now computer-ing.
tired. want to go take a nap but i have to prepare food for my sisters and mum to eat as mum is working.
yesterday i studied with aelfira azmi. haha. just the two of us. i wasn't focusing on my work cus the cramps are killing me. so studied awhile then throw paper balls at aelfira and play games. hehe. this aelfira forever disturbing people. hehs!

these few days i had fun with sisters at home. we would tease each other. haha farhana and i will always bully diyana. lol(: sometimes diyana and i bully farhana. hilarious.

so yeah, cant wait for saturday. break fast at nenek house with the whole family(: woohoo!
cousins meet you guys on saturday!!!:DD

2009-08-22T00:53:00.002+08:00

hello! its time to update. been busy the past few days.

right now i'm taking a break from studying. yeah i know its late. im tired but i need to study. ugh!

school was alright. My friends are awesome:D assembly was such a bore. some of us went to sleep. haha. after school had a short gathering for the dancers after that study with Claudia, Aelfira, sister and Balpreet(:

it rained and the weather is very cold. shiok dude! its still cold here(: hehs.

fasting tmr, ehy today. whatever la! haha. HAPPY SAHUR-ING to all the muslims(:

i have nothing to post already. too tired to post. hehs. shall post again soon(:

2009-08-15T07:57:00.000+08:00

Good morning.
yesterday was fun. spent my afternoon with alyssa and denise to vivo just to walk around-.-

in class

alyssa: hidayah what are you doing after school.
me: nothing. why?
alyssa: oky your following me.
me: huh? go where?
alyssa: dont want to tell you*with her annoying face* it will make you happy.
me: oh oky.

wth! go vivo make me happy. oky la it does especially with alyssa and denise with me.
we talked about a lot of things. it was entertaining(:
trained home with alyssa. reached home mum cooked curry chicken. wow! heaven! like she knows im craving for it. i ate a large amount of rice. hahhaahah. i need to control my diet.

today im going to study with claudia. shes coming to cck and meeting me at 12pm.
hehs(:
oh i almost forgot. our grad night will be at Hilton Hotel. how great and i reallyreally hope that it will be an awesome and fun night. last year's was darn boring. oh please PSG make it happening!!!!
lol alright shall stop here . going to watch tv:D

2009-08-10T11:50:00.004+08:00

2009-08-10T11:23:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was awesome and not to forget the day before. im lazy to elaborate so points form will do(:

Saturday:

. meet up with alyssa and nadiah at woodlands.

. went back to clementi to alyssa's house.

. trained back to woodlands dinner with nadiah's mum and sister at seoul garden.

SYIOK!!! lol

had lots of fun . trained home with alyssa. daddy and mum waited for me at cck(: homed at 10

SUNDAY:

.syazana called theme red or white outfit.

. we all wear red or white except for syakir(spoiler) hehs

. black pepper crabs amat sedap:D with mum's fried fish covered with spicy sauce too(:

. cam-whore.

. soccer after that, watched it as a family(:

. homed at 12 plus

syazana upload the pictures please... i say please(:

im gonna watch G.I. joe tmr yeehah! after school with alyssa:D anyone wanna tag along?

hahahah.

this is super adorable. Nichkhun as always is adorable (loving his hair) and that boy with curly hair OMG!!! && that old man CMI. hahahaha

2009-08-08T10:00:00.005+08:00

the captain's ball girls with MR KOH(:

Yesterday was freaking FUN! National Day Celebration cum Sports Carnival was great! we didnt get 3rd placing for Captain's ball but thats oky at least we had fun! woohoo!

nadiah and i tired to pull ael's short. lol hahha. played a game with the teachers. laughed really hard yesterday. && thank you ms lee for the mineral water(:

after school off to meet cousins. yadayada.. syazzy's crib ate LJS guitar heroes. took a short nap watch music bank. syazana started to kutok orang2 dalam majalah. lol. super hilarious. enjoy the day with cousins and friends(:

didnt snap many pictures was too busy having fun:D yeah!

i love banana!!!

2009-08-06T09:57:00.000+08:00

im at home resting. too tired to go to school. this week has been really tiring mainly because of captain's ball interclass. but i dont mind. my team is the best. i love them. we train hard and therefore we are in the finals. even though we failed to fight for 1st and 2nd place we did our best. 5/1 is in the finals too. i knew this would happen. haha.
i would like to thank peijun for leading us and the rest of the members(alyssa, nadiah, siying, denise,rozie and darshini). so 5/2 lets fight for 3rd place alright(: i know we can do this:D && the supporters are awesome. keep it going(:

im gonna bathe and study later. dad's at home. no food and im hungry shall cook something nice for myself. hehs.
oky good bye(:

& to the dogs please stop barking and go eat shit.

2009-07-30T19:58:00.001+08:00

i shall update today since some people says my blog is boring. haha

yesterday was tiring and painful day. lol
after school had captain's ball training. played friendly match with 4/5.
omg! they attack me. i fell a few times and one girl hit my breast. so PAINFUL you know!
lol. i love my team and i think we are going to win. we have to(:

today school was boring. mainly because all the noisy people didnt attend school. sucks!
after school went to visit alyssa. haha. had lots of fun with alyssa, nadiah and huda and wati and alyssa's nephew.
he is so adorable. am lazy to elaborate. haha
homed around 5 plus.

i just don't get it why some people are just freaking lame. omg! teenager already still act like primary school students. how lame can it be.. sometimes they are just making me laugh at their lameness. they are cowards. act one big assholes and telling the whole world how they feel through the net but in school act like one innocent dogs! why dont you say it to us straight in the face?! chickeenn!
whatever losers do what you want cus we dont care.

GET WELL SOON AELFIRA:D we will miss you, mostly your retardness(; lol

2009-07-25T19:56:00.000+08:00

OMG! my friends are sick!!! i dont want this to happen. ARGH!
i just hope they get well veryveryvery soon.
take care denise and alyssa and shaun!
as for HUDA, i will see you on Monday! we miss you(:
im sure you dont want your MC to be extended again right? hehe.

school is fine. my preparation for Os is oky i guess. i just need to study more.
MT papers are over just have to wait for the result. A1 please!

i just cannot tolerate people who just want to create trouble for no reason.
i seriously hate them.i think they should just die and go to hell.
urgh! childish! hate them!

oky whatever to that.
met syazzy at the bus stop on thursday. syazana had problems and of course diyana, syazzy and i cheered her up. what are cousins for?

went jogging in the morning with sisters. it was fun:D
alright. i have nothing else to say.
from now on i will just update on weekends.

take care people(:

2009-07-19T10:02:00.003+08:00

yesterday was awesome! went out to study with alyssa, nadiah, denise, ben ho and shaun paul. went to bugis library. meet up at alyssa's house and nadiah was already there. meet the rest at city vibe while waiting we had lunch at LJS(:

played at the arcade for a while then off to bugis. met denise there.

Nadia, shaun, denise and i studied math. ben ho and alyssa studied chemistry. went studied at the children's section. super cute! the chairs i meant. hehe and yesterday was fart day. we fart a lot. lol. shaun's was smelly to the max that made denise's face turn red. hahahah

i had to go off at 7.30 to JP to meet my family and cousins. the sent me off, they went to KBOX. hhmmpp! hugs from them and went off:D

reached JP before my family. called syazzy and they were at banquet. my family came and i ate ban mian! haha.

the movie was great but i don't like the seat in the cinema. its so squeeze. i have butt and legs cramps. i couldn't stretch my legs. something happen in the cinema, syazzy's nacho drop, all of it. lol. the movie was great. i can't wait to watch the next one:D and i cried when albus dumbledore died. it was so sad.

the movie ended at 11.40pm. home after that. all of us were tired. homed at around 12 plus. bathe and sleep(:

did i tell you i cut my hair? haha

more pictures to come. waiting for nadiah!

she is trying to fart. lol(:

that's shaun's finger

shaun, nadiah and alyssa

he doesn't know how to smile properly..

2009-07-10T20:56:00.003+08:00

today is a blast!

school was alright. many of my classmates didn't turn up to school. 1st period was English. sat with Alyssa and Shaun since Denise didn't come. Mrs sanmugam ask me why she didn't see me for the past two days.. hehe. i didn't have to sit for the English test! yeehaa! I'm on MC. :D

after English was PE. i was excited for PE been waiting for this day. lol. our PE lesson is the same with 5/1 how cool. took height and weight. Kenneth and i weigh the same, 46 KG. awesome!

played captain's ball with 5/1 fun! amirah and i was still sick and we played. lol. Amirah played for a while and i continued. woohoo! fun but after that my head spinning and my face turn red. after a while I'm oky. hehe.

Math period was alright. Mr low gave us back out test paper and i pass, oky i can do better i shall study hard for the next math paper(:

After school went to lunch with Alyssa at Mr prata and had roti boom. 1st time and it was nice. thanks Alyssa for the treat(:

after that went to Alyssa's dad office. so cool. lol. did our DPA. Alyssa's dad help me with my poly courses which one to choose and what will our future be if we take the course.

after wer done with DPA thingy went to follow Alyssa's dad to orchard. he meet his client and gave Alyssa 50 dollars to spend. we walk around, wanted to eat at swensens but no swensens so we ate ice cream at NEW ZEALAND NATURAL. eat and went for a car wash and home(:

i think that Alyssa's dad is very funny. haha. Thank you for everything:DDD

you know i love you(:

oh i almost forgot....

alyssa and i saw our ex-classmate, hafiza. OMG! we were like shocked and like "it's that really her??" hilarious! when our bus came and we board the bus she kept looking at us. Alyssa was going crazy. hahaha. we imagined if Claudia, Aelfira and Nadiah were there with us confirm kecoh! lol

2009-07-08T17:58:00.002+08:00

update again. went to see doctor just now. alyssa and rasheed came to accompany me. thank you very much(: i had to wear a mask lol. the doctor gave me two days MC. i will only be coming back to school on Friday. yeehaaa! PE on friday! lol sakit2 nak PE.

so yeah take care people, don't fall sick like me. hehehe

2009-07-08T09:09:00.003+08:00

Good Morning! i didn't go to school today. sick! urgh! i hate this. Daddy suggest i don't go school today so i won't spread my sickness to my friends. i'm alone now. mama just went out to work half an hour ago.

i'm going to study later after i eat my lunch and medicine.

Just now i watched the Michael Jackson funeral thingy. i recorded it who want to stay up till 2 plus in the morning. hehs.

it was so sad and his daughter paris speak in the mic for the first time in front of public.

i cried when she said " ever since i was born.... daddy has been the best father you could never imagine...i love you so much.."

it's something like that. and she cried. her brother and family hugged her. that was the saddest part. OMG!

alright i shall go clean my messy messy room now.

2009-07-05T18:35:00.003+08:00

Just came back home a few minutes ago. studied with syazana and sister at the void deck. syazzy didn't tag along. It was fun. i did math and i still have a lot more to do. ahh! never mind endure till O level. after studying we took a break and syazana started playing paper ball with farhana. Retarded. lol

tmr going study with claudia and aelfira. woohoo! studying is fun! (yeah right) lol

cousins are coming over later. double yayness! :DDD

2009-07-03T16:34:00.004+08:00

Today is awesome! 2 reasons : 1st because it's Friday and we don't have to attend school on Monday. 2nd because i had fun in school.

1st period was CME, as usual we listen and Mr koh will talk so yeah it wasn't boring. 2nd period was English (3 periods of english) Mrs sanmugam didn't come. hahaha. awesome! Sat with alyssa, denise, firdaus and shaun. slept for a while and then joke around. i had fun with them talked about MJ and then joke about alyssa's eyes. HILARIOUS!

alyssa treat me during recess thank you very much and i love you for that(:

ate with rozie, denise, alyssa, firdaus and shaun. after eating we played black or white and the person who lose will put the plates. hahaha and shaun was the loser. LOL we were the noisiest table in the canteen.

Chemistry was fun too. first time the class was quiet and paid attention. awesome! Mdm Fong is the best! i hope she teach us Chemistry and not Mr Mak. i understand her teaching and explanations. POWER!

alyssa: Zie, your teeth got this cement thingy?

*rozie look at alyssa's teeth*

rozie: where? oh i don't have. why?

alyssa: i want to see. Open your mouth.

*rozie open her mouth wide*

alyssa then throw a used tissue in her mouth LOL

freaking funny!

i ask alyssa to do the same thing to Firdaus and she did. lol

super funny and rozie video-ed it.

2009-06-30T21:04:00.002+08:00

OMG! the new timetable is a torture! i hate it! i swear!

had 3 periods of English, 3 periods of Math and 3 periods of Pure geography. KILLER!

But lucky we had break during the last period of pure geog. Mr tan was tired too. hehs. After school went to the library with Aelfira and Claudia. i studied Physics and Aelfira studied her math as for claudia she did nothing all she did was play games in my phone and flip some mags.

lol

tomorrow have history extra class. i really don't want the schools to close down. i need my teachers to teach me more. i really need extra lessons to improve on my subjects..

oky enough about school. I'm tired and i think i'm going to turn in soon. after watching fighting spider.

oh yeah my iphone's ear piece (right one) is spoiled. urgh!!! i really need a new one. anyone willing to buy for me?? hahahaha.

2009-06-29T16:23:00.002+08:00

Happy 15 Birthday to Shin Dongho.

just go home. tired and sleepy. school was alright and hilarious. alyssa was so sad about MJ's death that she sang his songs non-stop during school. she dance and fell down because of her sister's school shoe as her school shoe was stolen again (HAHA!) It was hilarious. she made my day as usual(:

trained with amirah and sister. went to send sister's skirt for alteration and then to Lot 1 and had lunch at food culture. home after that. It's raining now. nice weather. shall go take a nap and study later.

2009-06-27T19:49:00.005+08:00

ACT CUTE

Diyana, Syazzy and I.. and syazana

Firstly, R.I.P. The King of POP MJ...

the pictures above were taken yesterday after we watched transformers. It was awesome, hilarious. I like it. The movie starts at 9 pm and ended at around 11 plus. It was fun mainly because we watch it with family. I think there were like 30 of us:DD

As usual the girls get to sit together, the kiddos too. After the movie the girls was all rushing to the toilet and we actually ran. hahahaha. Imagine holding your bladder for 2 and a half hours.

Diyana wasn't in the mood as she was sick.

We had supper after that at (can't remember the place) hehs. As per normal jokes and laughter is a must! Diyana felt better as she laughed along too.

Reached home at 2 am, washed up and lights off.

Today woke up late. Went to queensway to buy school U. Studied with syazzy and syazana today(: farhana didn't study anything(too many distractions for her -.-')

Oh yeah i went out with claudia on Thursday and i had fun. we watched Ghost of Girlfriends Past and it was oky. studied for a while. Trained home force her to accompany me take the train. hehe. In the train we were like talking about Korean and stuff and SS501. I had fun and i love her so much. We plan to study Korean together. Can't wait.

2009-06-25T00:54:00.002+08:00

i swear i cried watching this. Minho was so adorable and romantic. i knew it. i think i fall in love with him. hahaha. OMG! I want a boyfriend like him. OMG!!! ahh!!!! I'm melting. HE IS SO ADORABLE:D

2009-06-24T00:10:00.002+08:00

good morning. hehe

i went to school yesterday. boring. mrs sanmugam didn't come. -.-'

mr woo came and yadayada.

i sat with claudia and yizhen, we were like laughing and not paying attention. it was so darn boring. haha

so yeah after that went to meet alyssa at her house. bubble tea and waited for rasheed and went back to school. supposed to have pure geography but i went home with my sister instead. i don't want to go home alone.

im supposed to go out with claudia today but i cancelled it. i don't think i can make it and i'm busy. so sorry claudia. thursday we meet alright?

im bored. i can't sleep.. i need to sleep early and wake up early. i just hate to sleep late, not good for me.

nothing more to post so that's about it. good night.

Choi Minho, Alexander Lee Eusebio, Shin Dongho, Kim Hyung Joon, Park Jung Min are extremely adorable:D

2009-06-22T22:02:00.001+08:00

oh yeah

LEE MIN HO BDAY IS TODAY(:

YAY! we share the same bday. how awesome is that. hahahahah

2009-06-22T20:41:00.002+08:00

was taken just now by farhana.

my hair is messy and horrible looking.

i love my family:D

&& thank you farhana and diyana for buying and carrying the cake -.-'

2009-06-22T11:30:00.004+08:00

I'm finally SEVEENNNTEEN(:

happy birthday to me..

thank you to the sweethearts who wish me...

shall not list them, too many of them. haha

love you guys:D

and to syazzy your the first to wish me oky. and thanks ehy for the 71st b'day wish. Even though i'm old i don't need the tongkat yet. lol

have fun with JEJU today. hehe..

2009-06-21T12:43:00.002+08:00

hey yo!

yesterday was awesome! went to T2 and we had swensens. with cousins nothing can ruin my day. we were supposed to go swensens today but since uncle jo is working today so we went yesterday.

we had to like for our table as there we like 14 of us (syakir and aqil was not there)waited half an hour to eat. we were all very hungry. put that aside. overall i had an awesome time. crack jokes and pictures. FUN! reached home at midnight.

Next friday wer going to watch transformers yay! bought the tickets already. OMG! cant wait i think uncle jo bought like 30 tickets. hahaha. AWESOME! i think the movie is like 2 hours++.

oh i cant wait to watch it and it will be hell loads of fun with my family:DDDDD

OMG! i cant believe im turning 17 tomorrow. im getting older. and i dont even look like im 17, i still do act like a child sometimes oky. haha. im going into adulthood soon. how i wish i can stay 17 forever. hehe.

oh yeah that reminds me.

i had an awesome time with my friends on the 19.

some was not able to make it due to their own reasons.

so alyssa,claudia and rasheed was able to make it. eventhough there were only like 4 of us i had fun. watched drag me to hell and hell yeah i screamed no wait we screamed. hahah. the movie was hilarious, freaking scary and disgusting oky. alyssa tried to scare me but she scared herself. lol. super funny. i was hiding behind my long hair. lol. and i did jump off the seat. lol.

thanks you dudes for making me laugh and the presents too:DD

alright i wanna bathe. i know i know but who cares. pictures will be up soon(:

2009-06-17T10:20:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS COUSIN OF MINE, ARISH DANI.

:DDDD

(I'm kinda late, oppssy. his b'day was yesterday.hehe)

2009-06-16T12:11:00.002+08:00

im bored right now. maybe im going to study and then maybe meet mum at lot 1.

i miss cousins. they were supposed to reach singapore yesterday but they stayed at this kampung and coming back either today or tmr. i want to meet them and go slack together(:

2009-06-14T16:03:00.002+08:00

another video, this time english. hehs. Justin Bieber with his first music video. he has an awesome voice. check him out. ONE TIME! he kinda look like ryan sheckler and jesse mccartney.

OMG!!!!!! SS501 IS COMING TO SINGAPORE IN DECEMBER FOR THEIR 1st ASIA TOUR. OMG!!! I AM SO SAVING UP MONEY TO GO AND I WILL BRING MY SISTER ALONG!!! AHHHHeo YoungSaeng, Kim HyungJoon, Kim KyuJong,Kim HyunJoong, Park JungMin!!! i think im going to faint.

2009-06-14T15:19:00.002+08:00

alexander is veryvery adorable in this video. lol.

this is their first single in their first album, not young. alexander's hair looks weird here.hehe they are ADORABLE:D

2009-06-13T10:54:00.002+08:00

Good Morning!

holidays been great. i studied, rest and have fun with my family. life's good but not great. hehs.

currently addicted to songs from SS501 and U-KISS. they are awesome. i've been listening to KOREAN songs these days and i want to learn their language. hehs. and i am jealous of Alexander from u-kiss because he can speak 7 different languages: English,Chinese,Korean,Japanese,Portuguese,French and Spanish

cool right:D

SO yeah will be going out later in the afternoon. 9 more days!!!! woohooo!

cousins are coming back on monday!!! yay!

girls outing on 19 june(: can't wait to meet my dear friends:D

see ya'll later. peace!

2009-06-09T19:02:00.010+08:00

i had fun with my cousins yesterday(:

went to watched HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE at Cathay. treat them the tickets(: I'm a very kind sister. lol. the movie was great. awesome. cried at some parts. lol. felt that the movie was touching. so go watch it. Movie started at 5pm so had late lunch at LJS. jokes and laughter. farhana and syazana making stupid faces and singing to the songs. hilarious. farhana and diyana putting ice on each other's back. haha

had some problems after the movie mu didn't bring home keys. so we had to go all the way to boon keng(sp?) to get the keys from daddy. trained to yew tee. bought some food at pasar malam and went to syazzy's house mum decided to sleepover. -.-' diyana kept complaining that she have school tmr and she is lazy to wake up 6 am in the morning. otw out of syazzy's house she received a text message from her friend saying that her teacher is not feeling well and so her class is cancel. haha. she was happy and so were we. lol. jumps and cheering in the lift like mad people. syazana was also supposed to have training but cancelled too. so we were very happy happy. lol went to syazana's house to sleepover. by the time we were at her house was around 10 plus i think. bathe and watched some tv. jokes in the room syakir went in talk for a while and off to bed.

2009-06-06T22:12:00.008+08:00

Just now went to Ang Moh Kio area. follow daddy he had a game. so i stayed in the car with my sister. we ate, sing, camwhore. FUN! hehes. the pictures below shows that we are kinda high at that moment :D homed at around 5 plus. studied with sister in her room. now watching BOF(: hehe.

The last 2 pictures were taken yesterday, had dinner at West Coast with cousins(:

farhana is coming back tomorrow. i wanna go camp also. anyhoo, can't wait for cousins outing this Monday. yayness! and on the 19 with my darling friends. :DD goodnight sweet dreams.

2009-06-04T19:04:00.006+08:00

pictures below were taken yesterday. had fun spending time with my cousins(including syakir)

stayed for dinner at syazana's house ibu and ayah ordered KFC. mama came after work. syazzy had to go home so my sisters and i and syazana sent her home because scared of the naked man. haha its true there's a naked man on tuesday. scary! backed to syazana's house talk and took some quizzes . hilarious. homed at 10 plus.

today had school. feeling sleepy but i did had fun with my friends(: school again tmr. haiya!

2009-06-03T14:42:00.003+08:00

how cute(:

this made me smile.

2009-05-31T18:05:00.002+08:00

It's going to June tmr. how awesome is that. I'm going to turn 17 soon :D hehe

tmr is O level Mother Tongue paper. omg! i dreamt that i got B3 for the paper. and not once but TWICE!!! I'm not gonna let that happen. so all the best for those who are sitting for O level tmr(:

i think that everyone well most of the girls are going crazy about BOF! ME TOO! hahah. I've watched it a few times before and now I'm watching it again at channel U. haha. The Korean F4 are drop dead gorgeous! haha especially KIM BUM(:

oh well shall stop here(: update again soon..

2009-05-23T10:33:00.007+08:00

waddup!

its time to update this blog of mine. as you all know Kris won the american idol title. i really want adam to win but oh well. i didn't go to school on thursday, 2 reasons why first my legs muscles hurts and i couldnt walk that much second i wanted to watch American Idol. haha.

the performance was awesome!!! i love it. i love david cook's song permanent, his brother,adam, passed away on 2 May. this is what he wrote in his blog..

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

ON BEHALF OF MY FAMILY AND MYSELF
I wanted to write everyone and say a few things, in light of recent events, to dispel any misinformation that may be circulating and to say thank you on behalf of my family and myself to everyone who has shown even the slightest bit of support to us and our efforts as a family to help eradicate this terrible affliction.

My brother, Adam, passed away at 11:52pm Eastern, May 2nd. He was 37 years old and leaves behind his wife and two children. We had played Sunfest in West Palm Beach that night, walking off stage at approximately 11:00pm Eastern, and I rushed to get on a plane to fly to Washington D.C., to be a part of the Race For Hope-D.C., a fundraiser for research and development of a cure for brain cancer. I learned of Adam’s passing upon getting to my hotel around 3:00am Eastern. I decided to run in the race, despite all of this, for two reasons. First, my brother never wanted his illness to affect others. That was evident in the fact that he wanted his illness to have no part in my experience on Idol, a point he was quite adamant about. So, with that wish in mind, I ran and was involved with the event as an homage to him. Secondly, there are many people who are still battling, and by running and sharing my brother’s story, I hope that it offers those still fighting that much more resolve to not succumb to this wretched disease.

I want to again thank everyone who donated to the race and continues to donate, sent a kind email, posted thoughts and prayers, called, etc. I take it as affirmation that my brother was the great man that I knew, and whose ideals I constantly try to uphold in myself. It is with those ideals in tow that I vow to continue to speak out in hopes of raising whatever necessary to help eliminate cancer entirely.

Also, I mentioned earlier that Adam never wanted his illness to affect anyone. So, with the exception of our Toledo, OH, show on May 6th, which we will do everything possible to reschedule, all other shows will go on as scheduled.

Lastly, thank you to everyone for allowing us, as a family, to grieve and come to terms privately. This event has shown me, beyond doubt, that I have the greatest people in my life, family, friends, and fans alike, and for that, I can never offer enough thanks.

~D

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the past few days was awesome and some was just bringing me down. the results of course was a disaster... i gonna work even harder this time round.

june holidays are drawing nearer. this means im turning 17 soon. yay!!! hehes. june holidays are packed. i can only afford to go out thrice i think, with my friends and cousins. i really need to revise my important subjects. have to go to school for exams, course and extra lessons.

alright shall update again later.

2009-05-18T19:58:00.002+08:00

i had a great weekend. i slept over at syazana's house on friday. it was awesome. before that we went to this place (i don't know where) follow daddy and uncle johan to play soccer so yeah the cousins were there it was super fun. crack some jokes, dancing in the car.

Saturday woke up early followed syazana to fetch her sister. diyana went home to do house chores. farhana went to the gym with her friends and syaza went home to search for the recipe. after that meet syaza at lot 1 bought the ingredients for mum's bday cake. the cake turn out pretty well.

Sunday!

woke up early and went to aunt's house to take the cake and surprise mum with the cake:DDDD

cousins came in the afternoon to have a taste. at 5pm got ready and went to vivo with syaza's family. ate at the chicken rice shop. OMG! i ate a lot!!! so after that walk around. sisters bought jeans from Forever 21 syaza too. then went to this shop called the La Senza the girls went in aunty shimah wanted to buy lingerie for my mum. farhana and syaza started spotting things and make fun of it. it was super funny. the sales person also laugh with us. hahha. we were in the shop for about 30 minutes i think. hahha. after which we went home(:

what a great day!

no pictures(:

2009-05-14T18:30:00.000+08:00

remember this Gigi?? :D

2009-05-03T09:01:00.001+08:00

will not be updating till MYE are over.

good luck with your MYE(:

2009-04-23T16:50:00.001+08:00

i miss cousins...

2009-04-22T19:42:00.003+08:00

PICTURES TAKEN LAST SUNDAY(: CATS MUSICAL. [ didn't took picture with aelfira azmi ):]

2nd take(:

me, shaun, alyssa and firdaus . look at my gold colour eyes(:lol

awesome picture.

alyssa(:

2009-04-22T19:08:00.002+08:00

school has been really tiring. Next week onwards is examination week. i will be studying like crazy, sacrificing my sleep, tv and laptop and i will be stress will all the memorising. urgh! i just hate to memorise history... makes me go crazy.

anyhoo, went home with sisters today. diyana and left school at about 3.40pm and off to buona vista to meet farhana. went home together is fun(: farhana has jokes to tell us and we will be laughing our ass out. It was great:D

oh yeah i cried today in math class. Rozie made me cry. lol. i sat in the middle of alyssa and rozie. kumar and bradley was in front of me. rozie and alyssa was acting all gay! it was seriously disgusting and it totally freak me out. kumar was laughing, maybe he find it funny but it was kinda funny though. and bradley, he kept asking me to give him 10 ear sticks. it was very irritating. rozie and alyssa was touching me with their very irritating gay voices. ANNOYING MUCH! && i cried and laughed at the same time. hahaha. i don't know how i can do that. lol. But kumar said we made his day. haha.

mum's home:D

2009-04-19T14:29:00.002+08:00

I knew this would happen but i just didn't want to believe it.

i gave you the chance to be my friend and you blew it. i thought you changed but i guess not.

you are still the same person. Who do you think you are to just use people?! I'm not your servant. you are always asking people to do this and that. What are friends for? Maybe you just don't know how to appreciate things and i guess you don't know the meaning of friendship. oh well, i don't want to care less about all these things anymore. say and do whatever you want from now on i will not care about you anymore.

OMG! CATS musical is a few hours away. i can't wait. My sister says it was great but there were some parts which is boring. I will be meeting Alyssa first and then the rest at around 4.30pm. I will be meeting the BABIPONGTEH! later too. hahha. sorry aelfira(: will be going home alone later. urgh! i hate to go home alone. daddy has to work so he would not be able to fetch me. i have to take the public transport home.

I miss my cousins. Even though we live just a one or two blocks away we don't get to meet everyday. we are all busy in our very tight schedule. I really need to talk to them. Syaza and Syazana i need to talk to you!!! Please make yourself free anytime this week. I need to talk to you guys in person.

Oh well i better get ready for the Musical. I need at least an hour to get ready oky. hahaha :D

2009-04-18T15:00:00.002+08:00

i have nothing to talk about.

2009-04-16T19:12:00.002+08:00

It's Thursday! no school tmr because it's commendation day. i'm supposed to go but my sister represent malay dance so yeah.

today was great. i like sitting beside alyssa. she's crazy like me but she crazi-ER! haha. lessons was alright, i understand most of it.

now i'm bored. i want to hang out with my cousins but they have to do their homework and prepare for school tmr. maybe tmr.

oh well, i have nothing left to say.

friends do come and go and i don't give a damn..

2009-04-13T17:32:00.001+08:00

It's Monday people! today is a great day. i had my Burger King today with Aelfira and Claudia, Malisah forever with her Bian Mee (sp?) haha. went to IMM for lunch. had fun laughing. hilarious much! alright nothing much to blog about. shall stop here and go study for pure geography test tmr(:

2009-04-11T19:00:00.004+08:00

yesterday was GOOD FRIDAY and my family and i went to East Coast Park. met cousins(: it was fun until we were all wet. it rain! oh well but we had fun in the rain. haha. went to house slacked for a while. went homed bathe and off to bibik's house for chocolate fondue. yummy.. its was delicious duh! its chocolate my favourite. pictures will be uploaded as soon as i get them form syazana and syaza :D

today went to jog in the morning with syazana. didn't go out. sit at home and study for tests.

and this is adam lambert's performance this week. its was brilliant:D love him gwad he is hot!

All around me are familiar faces

Worn out places, worn out faces

Bright and early for their daily races

Going nowhere, going nowhere

And their tears are filling up their glasses

No expression, no expression

Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow

No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny

I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which I’m dying

Are the best I’ve ever had

I find it hard to tell you

‘Cos I find it hard to take

When people run in circles

It’s a very, very

Mad World, Mad World

Children waiting for the day they feel good

Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday

Made to feel the way that every child should

Sit and listen, sit and listen

Went to school and I was very nervous

No one knew me, no one knew me

Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson

Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny

I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which I’m dying

Are the best I’ve ever had

I find it hard to tell you

‘Cos I find it hard to take

When people run in circles

It’s a very, very

Mad World, Mad World, Mad World, Mad World

omg! this video took a veryvery long time to load. i shall load the rest soon.

2009-04-09T18:20:00.003+08:00

pictures of yesterday in the library. this was after studying with claudia and mr mak. its just hilarious. claudia acting retarded and all with her hair like that. hairstylist: aelfira.

2009-04-09T17:39:00.010+08:00

here are some pictures of 7 of april! i love that day!!! :DDDD and videos will be later cus it will take some time to be uploaded.

2009-04-08T18:50:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!! WE GOT SILVER FOR OUR SYF! AND I'M GLAD THAT IT'S NOT BRONZE. I'M HAPPY THAT WE GOT THIS AS WE ,DANCERS, PRACTICE VERY HARD FOR SYF. AND IT'S JUST NOT A FEW PRACTICES BUT A LOT OF PRACTICES. WE'VE PUT IN A LOT OF EFFORT.

AND I THINK THAT WE DESERVE IT. oky enough.

yesterday was awesome!!! had our SYF and we did great(:

after dance went to iluma to see DAVID ARCHULETA!!!! OMG! he is so freaking adorable. i was like shouting and singing and dancing. it was super fun. went with claudia, nadiah, nurul, iqa, my two sisters, huda and her cousin and raisa.

SUPER FUN! don't want to elaborate.

i shall post the pictures tmr, im lazy to wait for it to load.

2009-04-05T09:54:00.002+08:00

OMG! its Sunday! 2 more days!!!!

anyhoo... yesterday had dinner at lucky plaza, nasi ayam penyet, with family and syaza's too. Food is awesome(:

earlier that day had dance practice... period spoils the day yet again.. cramps for a while not the whole day though. that's good..

today...

not going out. shall go and study and then jog later in the evening i guess. oh well such a boring day for me.... shall go and do my chores now.

i love dance on sunset:DDDD

2009-04-03T18:07:00.002+08:00

woah! It's FRIDAY! i am so happy. weekend is finally here. there's dance tomorrow. urgh! thats oky just have to endure till the 7 april. and I'm free, i can go study wit claudia everyday. haha.

It's been a very tiring week. i need to study more and cover all the topics. MID YEAR is drawing near. i don't like examinations, who does anyway.

next week is NAFA test. woohoo! i have to start training for 2.4 km run and my inclined pull up. lets aim for GOLD baby!

school was alright today but period spoil it. i hate it. why can't boys have it? lol

cramps through out the whole day, trying to control it, mood swings. shaun say i emo. no oky... just don't have the mood.

i love after school though, jokes and hanging out with my sister's friends(:

ADAM LAMBERT IS AWESOME:DDDDD

2009-04-01T10:18:00.002+08:00

addicted to this song of his...(:

2009-04-01T09:00:00.003+08:00

i would like to go to ROME someday. It's such a beautiful place; the infrastructure, people and culture.

2009-03-29T20:11:00.002+08:00

just have the urge to blog. I'm still not done with my studying and tomorrow is the exam. how great! i don't think i will be sleeping early tonight. oh well it doesn't matter how much sleep i get anymore i just want to pass my exams with flying colours. I'm sick of getting disappointment marks for my exams/ tests. i need to study and be focused. i need to concentrate more in class and maybe sit alone because i get distracted easily.

Enough of academic. Today didn't go out. had to study.. wanted to go jogging but no time. watched some movies with siblings in the morning, it was great. Such a boring day! alright goodnight i shall go back to my table and study some more.

addicted to My Love (The Dream) and Takin' Back My Love (Enrique) :D

2009-03-29T08:31:00.002+08:00

It's Sunday morning and tomorrow is Monday, a school day. I will be having Mock exams. argh! Chemistry, Physics and English not to forget Math. How great. There' s a lot to study. I'm finished with physics but chemistry is just too many. chapters from sec 3 to sec 5. oh well i better start now and later with my math.

yesterday went to Commonwealth Secondary School for the Malay thingy, saw a few of my primary school friends. It was boring maybe because i was hungry and sleepy at that point of time. During break ate nasi lemak hehs. After break was awesome i tell you. i forgot to tell you who i sat with Ain, Rozie, ME, Aelfira, Amirah and Malisah. haha. Then Amirah started to play some games with Aelfira then i kepo also. lol Ended we played Guess Who? supper hilarious. was laughing and ignoring the speaker. lol That made my day :D

NO pictures.

2009-03-24T16:23:00.002+08:00

back to school! busy busy schedule. having ORAL tmr and Thursday. have make up lessons for physics and chemistry tmr and on Thursday. should i go? i don't know. maybe i should. let see how.

received mock exam paper today only paper 1 and i passed. haha.

Friday will be going out to watch tauke wayang (sp?) and Saturday will be at commonwealth for the O level thingy. I'm lazy to go but i have to. oh well.

the weather is nice today but its too cold. shivering in school.

oky i think i should go and take a nap now. daa(:

2009-03-19T19:18:00.003+08:00

im dead beat. dance was tiring i swear. from 10 to 4pm. my limbs are aching but i don't mind(:

yesterday after dance rushed home and meet up with AMIRAH to watch dragonball at cathay. it was a lat minute thing so yeah i enjoyed myself the movie was great. we thought it was kinda of lame and so we decided to sleep if it was lame. But no it was great. i like it, theres gonna be part 2 i think because the monster didn't die. daddy fetch me home(:

oh well i haven't touched my homework i think i should start now. ugh! see ya'll later!

thanks amirah for the movie:D

2009-03-16T20:40:00.003+08:00

SATURDAY!

MANU vs LIVERPOOL

1 - 4

how could that happen?

OMG! but still MANU is the BEST!

syazana slept over at my house on saturday after her day out with her friends. watched soccer together. scream here and there. upset and disappointed with the score. but whatever.

SUNDAY.

had brunch with family at causeway point. syaza was not there as she is still in camp. :(

had fun together.

MONDAY!

MT mock exam was oky. but i think i did badly for karangan (paper 1). i was not focused so i think i wont get a better mark. sigh!

goodnight. (yawns) i'm sleepy.

and oh im so in love with this.....

2009-03-14T14:49:00.002+08:00

i love Adam Lambert performance. HE IS AWESOME! I LOVE HIM:DDDD

2009-03-13T20:23:00.004+08:00

its the last day of school. march holidays are finally here but i still need to attend school for mock exams and dance of course. argh! march holidays fully occupied! i thought i could you know rest at home, spend time with family and go study but no.

today school was oky. There's a fire drill. The weather is nice. and thanks to alyssa kaur and shaun paul for shouting directly at my ear!!! it hurts oky. lol

after school went to lot 1 and watched RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN with my sister, Diyana.

was supposed to watch with farhana and syazana and syaza too but they were not available. so yeah. watched at lot 1 cus it near to our home and we don't want a long ride home. i had a great time with my sister. the movie was great. funny too(: and omg! my sister and i saw our old friend. haha syazana and syaza if your reading this you should know who...its "aidy izwan" lol. and yeah he is waywayway shorter than me, worst still slightly shorter than diyana. lol

now im home alone as my family went out to eat. i didnt follow. i dont know why. weird! maybe i dont feel like going out or eat. so yeah. oky i think thats all i have to share. nights(:

2009-03-11T17:53:00.003+08:00

school was alright. didn't have the mood though. rehearsal at UCC just suck! i don't have hope anymore. all fuck up! whatever to that.

i'm really tired. School really make me exhausted. i just want to go for a short trip to anywhere but here just to calm myself down. i'm tired of EVERYTHING!

argh! i want to let it all out. i don't want to keep it all to myself but.....

all different kinds of feelings mixed up together which makes me uneasy...its just so annoying.

2009-03-09T19:39:00.006+08:00

today is just an annoying day. I'm so freaking pissed off with everything. not gonna talk about it.

so last friday was cross country and i had so much fun:D

im lazy to elaborate after which my friends and i including my sister went to play bowling. haha. its was hilarious. i fell down one time so as nadiah.

pictures shall do the talking now.

2009-03-01T07:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 12th BIRTHDAY TO HADI RAIYAN BIN JOHAN:D

Good morning! Its 8.40 am. mama and daddy went to the market with aunts and uncles. I'm supposed to clean the house now but I'm lazy i will do it later when my sisters are all awake.

yesterday was fun. was supposed to follow daddy for his game at SP but in the end rain so cancelled. went to IMM but groceries and early dinner. off to fetch farhana at her friend's crib and newton there. then off to syazzy's house for celebration. hadi's belated birthday and another surprising news; aunty syimah is pregnant. haha. awesome! gonna have another cousin. syaza will be like 30 plus when her sister/brother is 10 years old. haha. congrats(:

camwhore, jokes. it was fun(:

2009-02-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

i went home on Thursday. asked daddy to fetch me. i was sick. i wasn't feeling well i even skipped PE. i was looking forward for PE but in the end i was sick and i sat alone watching my mates play.

i didn't attend school on Friday. two days MC. my cough is getting better i think. the medicine suck. really! i hate to finish them all. urgh!

i study and did my homework today. i have two tests coming on Monday which is peribahasa and SEQ; social studies. i also need to revise my chemistry. argh! a lot of work to do so little time.

i want Os to be over soon. i need to stay focus and healthy...

currently I'm watching PP10. its boring and nothing interesting.

diyana and my parents are not back yet. I'm hungry. i don't want to eat my medicine and put on bonjela on my ulcers. did i mention i have another ulcer. gross! i know. i think I'm too heaty i need to balance my body temperature.

i can't wait for Monday not because of the two test but for the movie! watching Valkyrie with mates and the combined humans teachers. so yeah. its gonna be fun as the whole cinema is for us. so we can seat anywhere we want. oh i can't wait. i just hope I'm well that day(. *prays hard*

alright I'm gonna stop here. goodnight (:

2009-02-25T19:22:00.002+08:00

just reached home at about half an hour ago. Went to JE library with claudia and aelfira (:

it was quite fun maybe because i'm wasn't feeling that well.

i have a very big ulcer in my mouth (AGAIN!). It is VERY PAINFUL!!!

i have to avoid eating spicy food which is my favourite(AGAIN).

i have been coughing since last two weeks and i don't know why. its bad i tell you. and i just couldn't stop coughing...

i have headache sometimes..(and i hate it)

i eat a lot (i mean A LOT) these few days.

i feel very tired easily.

argh! i hate to be sick and all. i don't want to go school but i have to because i cannot afford to miss any lessons. especially combined science and math and pure geography too.

i need to buck up and start studying already.

I HATE ULCERS!!!!!! PLEASE GO AWAY!!!!

and oh i saw rainbow just now. so huge(:

hahha. (macam tk pernah npk rainbow gytu)

2009-02-20T20:18:00.005+08:00

some pictures that have yet to upload. busy! school has been very hectic. Dance practice have been fun this week. had a good laugh with the juniors. :D "members"

i passed my math test even though i didn't study for it furthermore i don't understand a single shit about the topic, sets and Venn diagrams, how cool is that? but it wasn't that good.. passed by 5 marks only. oh damn it.

school's been really fun with my classmates. i love them they are awesome! haha.

fun concert was great. laugh here and there with firdaus, amirah, alyssa and shaun....

alright i won't be updating that often now because of school, homework and testsssss! argh! how i wish all these would be over especially O level!!!

alright i shall go and study for my test...

good night and have a great weekend(:

2009-02-17T18:11:00.000+08:00

I AM ADDICTED TO ALL HEY MONDAY'S SONGS THANKS TO NURUL HUDA BINTE HARON!

2009-02-10T20:12:00.002+08:00

i think i will just post with point forms... too much to mention..

FRIDAY!

. went to woodlands stadium for the charity thingy.. met all the artists and footballers.:DD

SATURDAY!

. nothing. stayed at home(:

SUNDAY!

. made cupcakes at syazzy's house(:

MONDAY!

. nothing much... ATP AND DANCE after school reach home at 7.30pm. tiring much!

TUESDAY!

. BEST DAY EVER!

. learning journey to YOG learning center.

. it was so fun..and hilarious.

. kept laughing and goofing around.

. my team won the amazing race game.

. gfs kept touching each others breasts! annoying.

. i feel so dirty!

. i had fun with my darling classmates.

. i love them very mush to the core:DD

. ALYSSA, DENISE, NADIAH, HUDA, ROZIE, FIRDAUS, SHAUN, BRADLEY, IAN, BENJAMIN... did i miss out anyone else?? im sorry if i did.

they are the best.. made me laugh like hell(:

pictures soon. blogger is slow...

2009-02-04T19:43:00.002+08:00

i don't know why but I'm so hyper today. i love today. It's the best day of the week so far:DD

English class was hilarious. Alyssa, Denise and i started talking about girl stuff.. and then we started singing and then fooling around. it was fun(:

After school went to IMM with Ael, Ain and Malisah. Great day(: went to popular... then lunched saw ibu and ayah there too(:

that's all for today.. see ya'll.

2009-02-02T19:32:00.002+08:00

i hate periods! ugh! I was so weak in school. My face look different as my friends said. i cried in Malay class because i could not take the pain. I felt like dying. NO MOOD! i should not have gone to school in the first place but i was stubborn, serve me right.

2009-02-01T09:39:00.003+08:00

see that!!! omg!

yesterday i think the razor sliced my nail.. :( its freaking painful. a lot of blood gushing out of my finger. now small portion of my finger has no nail.. can only see the flesh.. :'( it still hurts ..

yesterday i told my daddy that i want eat ayam penyet. so after his soccer game we went to lucky plaza to eat. it was crowded so have to wait. the food was nice. at last i had my ayam penyet afterwards walk around and off home.

MANU won because of Ronaldo's penalty. i was hoping that Tevez would score but no. thats oky...

MANU vs EVERTON 1-0

2009-01-31T08:01:00.002+08:00

good morning!

i just woke up...yep its 8.01am. hehs. i don't know why i wake up so early.

i don't think I'm going out today maybe just stay at home and finish up my homework and do some revision. theres a lot to do.. school's been very tiring lately. with extra classes, homework, tests, CCA. i just need to endure and work hard.

oh well i have nothing to post about. i don't want to talk about school. i will feel very tired. haha.

I'm craving for ayam penyet!!! anyone?

2009-01-27T15:58:00.002+08:00

tmr school!!! tsk!

2009-01-26T16:38:00.013+08:00

HAPPY 14 BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SYAZANA HUSNA BINTE JASNEE!!!!

HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY TO MUHAMMAD SYAKIR BIN JASNEE!!!!

HAPPY 14 ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO SYAZA AMIRAH BINTE JOHAN!!!!

On Saturday cousins and i decided to have a last minute sleepover. so yeah we slept over's at syaza's house. It was fun... syaza's cousins was there too. HAKIM, HAZIQ AND HARIZ ..
hariz was super adorable. hahah. when we came haziq was like " HADI THE CHEETAH GIRLS DH DATANG!" haha. cheetah girls?? lol

we ordered MACs for us as we were all hungry.. we laughed, joke etc...
at 12am we sang syazana a birthday song and aunty shimah saboed her by putting shaving cream all over her face. so funny.

yesterday woke up a 9am. talked till 9.30am and we watched what a girl wants on Okto!.
we were bored so the girls planned to go out with our family. so yeah we went to Changi airport to have swensens. love it!

went to syazana's house after that just to chill. so yeah thats about it. so now pictures will do the talking(: HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY CHINESE FRIENDS:D

oh btw i ani't going to upload all the pictures. too many of them...

2009-01-22T18:27:00.004+08:00

i was so pissed off yesterday... and it's all mr mak ck fault. He is so irritating. FUCKING IRRITATING I TELL YOU!!! we were kinda late for his lessons cus its the first time we are having lessons at the lab this year. some people are like blur don't know where to go. so yeah then some wer not in proper attire as we had our PE lessons for the 1st two periods. he made the rest of us wait outside and the other half go change. so we were all there he wasted our time by talking to my classmate. -.-' than he told us that we wasted his time. like wtf!! but i really enjoy the lesson why?? we were mostly playing in the lab. taking pictures and fooling around with the chemicals. haha. its so funnny. lesson ended but the wanted to get us back by making us miss our recess and he continue to go through the worksheet. fuck up right?! he released us at 11.10 and our recess ended at 11.15. we took our time to eat and went up the hall late and ended getting scolded by the teacher as a class except for those who came up early uhh bloody idiots!

oky enough....

i'm hoping to see you again...

2009-01-20T19:28:00.002+08:00

i just heard from my friend that my primary school teacher just passed away... :'(
shes the best teacher i (we) ever had. i (we) miss her a lot. i (we) love her. i (we) respect her.
may she rest in peace. amin....
i (we) love you cikgu rokiah....and will always remember you...